#this scene was so strong to me idek  #matt just caught his mother kissing his best friend  #right after finding out that his sister was dead  #the lost boy  #but then there is his mother you know  #despite of all the shit she put him through she still is his mother  #she was trying god she was right before they discovered that vicki was dead she was trying you could see it  #and then vicki's death fucked up everything  #and she was so unstable so fucked up inside and out  #she knows that her daughter is dead and in part it's her fault  #she left them  #alone. two teenagers. living alone having to handle everything by themselves  #she wasn't going to leave her only son again especially not now  #she basically begged him asking him to let her stay  #and he said no  #i'm not blaming him for god sake i'm not  #but they would be so much better together than apart  #but she respected his last decision as his mother  #she respected him  #even tho the donovan's are a pretty fucked up family they should stay together  #OMG I WROTE A NOVEL I'M SORRY  #anyway  #queue